The wicked strut about on every side
When vileness is exalted among the sons of men. Psalm 12:8 NASB
When I read that verse Thursday morning, the first thought I had was of conflicts we are hearing about around the world. I don't care what your opinion is on the conflict; wickedness struts about ON EVERY SIDE.
It's just ugly.
The long line of pain runs down from my lower back, through my left hip and radiates through my leg: here, there, tight, loose, numb, excruciating and stiff. It's been a long couple of weeks. Sleepless nights, comfortless rest, painful living-it-out regardless. I can't stop, and I wouldn't want to. I can't find a way to sit that doesn't hurt. I can't stay on my feet 24 hours a day either.
It's improving. Chiropractor, PA at the "Care Spot" and some ibuprofen to ease the tightness in my back have all helped. Prayer from friends helps too, but I admit...
I don't think God is interested in making life pain free.
I see so many quotes, articles, messages, letters, all sorts of beautiful words to say how important someone is to someone else.
I understand it's important to communicate these things. I understand how heartfelt and sincere everyone is.
I can't join in though. I just can't.
I remember someone saying to me that there are some musicians and singers who have trained themselves in circular breathing. Inhaling while they are still pushing out notes. It's not easy, and it's not natural.
I was never able to do it. I really didn't know how.
Sitting in my usual spot on the back porch I'm amazed as my stillness allows the presence of tiny winged creatures to buzz nearer to me than I am accustomed. These colorful fellows and subdued dames with long beaks and fragile frames dart in and out of my shaded sanctuary almost all day long in pursuit of nectar.
They never used to do this.
I never, ever saw them in my backyard or anywhere near the house.
It started a couple months ago when I did something I'd never done before.
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